Note To Self

Dream:
Baby ducks---imprinting----flood of dirty water
Clean water----tropical butterflies
Go join the damn gym and get in the pool.  Your ego and your superego say it. Even your unconscious says it. Your id is the only one who thinks you should keep drinking the vodka. Nobody cares if you can't afford it. Your head and your legs and your belly really want you to get in the pool. Fuck the people who have to look at you in that horrible suit. Go on and join the damn gym already.